I will get the worse part over first. I'm 46 years old, 5'10" tall and weigh 487lbs. Whew, thats over with. I have been overweight all my life to one degree or another. Mostly to the higher degree. LOL. And, like most obese people, I have tried all the fad diets, supervised diets, therapy, pills, physician supervised diets, and even hypnosis. None of them have worked for me. Oh yes, I have lost weight and if I would have kept track I have probably lost over a thousand pounds at this point. You know the lose, gain and gain more syndrome. Thats me. I never have been able to break out of that cycle. After I stopped working my health declined rapidly. I ended up with a list of conditions very long, including, hypertension, asthma, diabetes, sleep apnea, chronic edema in my legs, chronic shortness of breath, GERD, gout, arthritis and more. It seemed like everything just happened at once and most were connected to my being overweight. I just didn't know what to do. I wanted to lose weight but had failed at every attempt. So, I went to my doctor and ask for help. She sent me to an endocrinologist who tested me for everything under the sun. He was certain that my weight was endangering my life and told me I would not make it 5 more years if I didn't lose the weight. He said that I was a walking time bomb. He recommended that I see a surgeon for weight loss surgery and a dietician for a diet. I kept the appointment with the dietician and the surgeon. The surgeon I went to told me he would feel better about the surgery if I went to someone who specialized in this type of weight loss surgery. I then had to make an appointment with Dr. Michel Murr. By the time I got to see Dr. Murr for the first time it was April 17, 2000. That appointment went very well and I was told what to expect and what I needed to do before the second appointment. I was scared and nervous and excited and for the first time in a long time felt there was some hope for me. I had to get clearance through the dietician, my pulmonologist, my cardiologist and my personal physician. I also had to see a psychiatrist and get his approval. My second appointment with Dr. Murr was on June 12, 2000. I went armed with questions. He was very kind in answering all of them and took quite some time with me. Now I start another waiting game. I wait longer for approval and hope that I stay well enough to have the surgery. By this time I am mostly homebound, it is too difficult to go anywhere. I can't hardly walk or breath. Just keep praying that I don't die before I get the surgery and get better. When I was least expecting it, on July 18, 2000, I got a call from Dr. Murr's office and was told that my surgery had been approved and that I would have the surgery on August 16, 2000. My date was later moved to August 15, 2000. Now I was very excited. Only four weeks to wait now. I spent most of that time on the computer looking up every fact that I could about the open rny. I found support groups on the internet and joined several. I found the most wonderful friends one could possibly dream of. I have been very blessed with these friends, with the approval of my surgery and with my family who have supported me through all of this. |